OCTOBER
Experiencing ‘frustrations’ more often — could be a physical limitation or spiritual warfare.
I trust Jesus Christ, our God King Christ Jesus, to get me through this — Paul had a ‘thorn’ on his side, is this mine?
The one area as ‘westerners’ we can improve on is patience. The conveyer belt experience of the ‘system’ where if something is misplaced, thus ruins the entire machine, I feel like these experiences of ‘frustrations’ are incoming to overcome them — watch me and guide me Lord — for I will not sin against you <3
It becomes a bit of a problem when people who are not christian are involved in this healing — it is absent from their mentality or they have a shadow of a shadow, thus cannot understand or even grasp on how our God King Christ Jesus heals us.
I saw the Venom 3 movie and I came out of the movie a bit more disgusted in secularism. The distaste was enough to make me look around the buildings as I left the cinema with a distaste, although they are beautiful in creation, they were made by man in attempts to wanting to mimic some sort of glory that belongs to God alone. As I walk about the inner city, Solomons Ecclesiastes rings louder and louder in my ether of my mind. Vanity Vanity, how could so many people be this blind — God helps us.
“1 Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;
2 That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God.
3 For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries:”
Three Bible holy days - they were so much fun!
Feast of Trumpets; Day of Atonement; Feast of Tabernacles.
Celebrating ‘holy days’ that God commanded is another spiritual fulfillment that I have been seeking. There was even a spiritual attack on one of the sabbath, gave glory to God for the ability to 👑✝️𝕽𝕰𝕻𝕰𝕹𝕿🙌✨ and come to him after my fall.
Obedience to the most I can without having the yoke become man-made, makes me love our Lord so much more! For example with the festivals, they are literally physical representations of what God did with all the patriarchs. Can’t get any more beautiful and spiritual that commandments from God!
Comical challenge was the making tent — I will not go into details here but I would love to tell it if asked, lol.
Of course I received backlash from several christian communities - interesting they brought up verses that would actually provide disciples like myself; confidence with keeping the feasts.
“19 Brethren, if any of you do err from the truth, and one convert him;
20 Let him know, that he which converteth the sinner from the error of his way shall save a soul from death, and shall hide a multitude of sins.”
Recently I have an understanding of multiple ‘fields’ that I must take care of.
Similar to a farmer viewing their fields to figure out what is the result of the harvest - how long is this going to take to plant and care for. The few businesses that I am a part of are definitely going to be interesting, the care if much but the fruit is the size of kings. Let our Lord be the one that guides me to my own destruction or my exaltation. I am comfortable and am in peace with my God King, however, if the Lord wants me to work — I will!
Lately I have been thinking of what I would like my content on social media should say about me. I have been thinking ways of evangelizing and when coming out of the cinema, I have been thinking of another way to reach the masses in a graceful way. I think it would be to bible-read out loud in public.
“8 If ye fulfil the royal law according to the scripture, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself, ye do well:
9 But if ye have respect to persons, ye commit sin, and are convinced of the law as transgressors.”
